Wow!

I got my very first comment! Someone actually read what I wrote. I'm inordinately excited. And I'm thankful for the concern.

X is certainly a friend. And I wont be dating him or any such thing. There is no excuse for what his ex did. I can't say I trust him entirely, or his motives. But I care for him deeply, and I hurt when he does. I talked to him today and told him I was in no way interested in a relationship. I hope that helped. I also started, um, that time of the month. Which has brought a torrent of mixed feelings. At first I got a bittersweet feeling of relief. I thought, "I'm not pregnant. The fact he didn't use a condom didn't have the feared consequence." I say bittersweet because I do want a baby. Oh so much. But I only had a day to wonder before I hit the red, so the regret wasn't too bad. And I told my girl friend G that I was in the clear. She proceeded to tell me all about how you can get two periods and still be preggo. So now I'm half hopeful, half fearful again. Actually, the hopeful should be a larger portion. Which scares me in itself.

Anyways. So I saw an ad for a "McKinley Mac." On a bus. About 8 feet across. Mickey D meat should never be so blown up. It was disgusting. I nearly threw up my Charleston Chew.